Just a nice day

Co hes ion Day today! (You know, I’m putting spaces in front of the main words so that my blog could be “tactical” la. It’s not my style or anything, and neither am I trying to be funny or lame.) The event was held in Ch ev ro n, which is somewhere in Jurong East and boast facilities like Arcade, Karaoke Lounge, Lan Gaming Room, Gym and Chalets. It’s quite a nicely decorated place, but I think it requires membership which only military personnels have.

Anyway, yah, did a quiz and followed by bowling. You know hor, the quiz, Johnny and I did together ma, meaning we have mostly the same answers. But then, he got prize and I didn’t get anything! Haha, cause got one section whereby is called “Luck”. It’s about choosing numbers to see if the numbers you chose is included inside the numbers that were already chosen beforehand. I got neither of the numbers! Boo! Boo! Boo! Maybe because of this I couldn’t get a girlfriend! Haha, ok I think I needa stop this rubbish!

Bowling was quite ok la. At least I was the 8th bowler ma! My list of awards (which is not a lot) did not include any sporting events! Boo! Other than during Nursery some relay thingy (which I think I threw away the trophy), really don’t have lor. The closest was just telematch in Primary School! Haha. Anyway, I think it’s the lane la. Cause in the right lane, I have no problem with it la. But the left lane oiling pattern is very bad! It’s like when I go to the right lane and throw, I got 9/. Then I go to the left lane, and I throw, I got 0-3. So in other words, I wasted my spare! Otherwise… Haha also no chance la! So I’m just saying for fun hor! F.Y.I, I got 71 and 99 for my first and second game respectively.
Then we went for lunch at the restaurant upstairs. It’s ala carte, but then you can order all you want for a fixed price. Ate till full, very full! The food was nice, though the service was erm, let’s just say some misunderstandings occurred. Otherwise it’s quite a good place to dine.
Took some pictures, which I believe I look quite ok in it la, so think can post on blog when I receive it. Yay! Finally got pictures of me me me! I also think it’s ok for me to be acting cute and everything in my NS life cause after all, I’m the youngest. If I don’t act cute, who will? By the way, there’s a question in the quiz which I mentioned earlier dedicated for me OK! Felt so honoured! The question was: “Who’s the youngest active staff in (my work place)?” The answer is: “me me me!”

The event to round up the day is k-boxing at party world! Sang very few songs only la, but is at nice intervals, so felt quite happy and yet not tired. How to sing so many songs when you have 2 power singers singing with you right? Haha!

Finally, I don’t think it is necessary to have a girlfriend when I’m in NS. But I think it is wise for me to get to know more ladies and know what do they look out for in a guy. How do they view a relationship. What is the basic thing a boyfriend is expected to do. I realise I don’t know how to answer these questions when I ask myself if I have what it takes to be a gd boyfriend. Cause currently, I can’t even take care of myself. Can’t handle my emotions at work. So I don’t know if I’ll be able to take care of a gf, and not let her worry about me. But I’m not sure if worrying about each other is what’s there in a relationship too. Haha, sorry, starting on this issue again.

Anyway, next next Monday I got Off! Anyone free to go out? Haha, ok la, I’m asking air…. October is going to be a good month! 2 Offs and 2 Public Holidays! Cheers!

Love @ 18

“I regret not falling in love while I’m 18 years old. I want to know what is the feeling of romance while I’m 18. Now that I’m well past my prime, this feelings can never be ressurected again.”

Something I heard over the radio a couple of days ago. Meaningful isn’t it? Even though love is one word, feeling changes with age. When you are in say primary school or lower secondary, you look for a companion just for fun and laughter. As you get older, definition of love changes. A confidant, someone to share your joy and sorrow, a pillar of support, financial help, family..

Therefore, once you passed a certain age, you look for something else in a relationship. The feeling changes. The dating experience changes as well. An 18 – 20 year old may like handicraft because it is sincere. However, as you gets older, people prefers practical stuff.

Haha, die la! I think I’m getting desperate! Why some people gets attached so easily de!?

Love actually…

I don’t know what to blog about, but I just felt like blogging. Life been pretty ok so far, there’s no added pressure in work and I think this is good for me. However, good things never last and so my “honeymoon” will be ending in less than a week. Nevertheless, I’m still surviving and I suppose that’s good ya. Anyway, I usually post some light hearted if not happy posts everytime I write something negative. However, the past few days or so, I just don’t feel like blogging. I felt that blogging was a chore. I know of some others who, similar as me, do not wish to incorporate emotions into their blogs as it is too negative and it ruins readers’ mood too. Yup, and as from past experiences, too much emotions really means that the blog gets deleted. I’ve managed to start anew despite deleting away so many of my blogs. It’s sad, but I’m cruel!!!! If the past do not go away, how could you venture to better places?

I think I’m talking rubbish, but this blog has been with me for slightly over a year, though there was a change in domain from blogspot to wordpress as I treasure privacy more than anything for this blog and wordpress is not easily googled. So far, I’ve refrained from putting too much negative emotions into this blog for I treasure it and hopefully, it will go a long way.

However, recently, I’ve felt enlightened. For example, I think Pasir Laba Camp is a luxury to be in. There’s good food in both the cookhouse and the canteen. The people there are, like I’ve said before and I will say again, extremely friendly. I’m thankful for them to have posted me to Boon Lay then to Sungei Gedong Camp which lies in the deep deep end of one part of Singapore whereby your daily sight-seeing would be the Lim Chu Kang’s cemetery. For that, I must say that my complaints for distance are quite stupid la.

And next, the main thing I will be talking about today.

I think I’m quite selfish. I always ask myself what should I look for in my other half, and yet I never cared about what my other half would look for in me. I think for that, I am quite a failure in love life. Nobody likes someone who complains so much. Girls and boys alike. It’s just so wrong, to complain and not do anything about it. I mean it doesn’t make things better ma, so it is like useless and it annoys people around you. Therefore, I shall stop whinning and stuff, but I got a real big ulcer and I kept biting onto it! Haha, okok..  And yup, know why I’m single for like 3 years plus? I think there’s no appeal in me!

You see, I’m not very shuai, I’m not very atheletic, I’m not very clever, I’m not that kind of person with extremely good personality, I don’t have much achievements, basically, I don’t stand out from the general public. In additions, I have high expectations, I grumble and complain A LOT, I talk too much, I’m not used to being with a girl, how to! When I don’t have very close female friends.

However, with that being said, a walk in Orchard Road really changes my views yet again. Cause I “help out” somwhere in Orchard and I see people walking by. Quite a number of couples walk to and fro de ma. And from what me and another guy discovered, most of the really gorgeous ladies have boyfriends that in terms of appearances do not match up to their female counterparts. Of course there are some exceptions la, whereby both the guys and girls are like angels lor.

I think love is a game of chance and yup, I believe in fate… I’m trying to create that chance and hopefully, fate will go according to my way this time round, yup!