坚强 – 陈柏宇

我这样爱你，却永远失去你
从前的甜蜜，怎样才能忘记
世界好美丽，我却在讨厌你
很想能和你，再拥抱在一起
心还痛不痛，已经没有关系
只因为已没可能在看着你
你说过，不需要悲伤
你会编真心话
亲爱的，我没有悲伤
为什么我的泪还在淌
我真的害怕学不会坚强
我不能习惯你不在旁
我知道在明天，你爱的花还会开放
为什么我的泪还在淌
我很爱安静，所以不怕孤寂
只是受不了，这世界没有你
快乐不快乐，已经没有关系
只因为已没可能再抱着你
你说过，不需要悲伤
是你最后的愿望
亲爱的，我没有悲伤
为什么我的泪还在趟
我真的害怕学不会坚强
我不能习惯你不在旁
我知道在明天，你爱的花还会开放
为什么我的泪还在趟

Begin…

Teenagers should enjoy life since there are still so many more years ahead of our lives. We should make full use of this time in our lives to try out new experiences,explore new horizon. We shouldn’t be thinking of what may happen to us 10 years down the road cause it is still too far. After all, 10 years is like half of our time in existence. Somehow, I’m not convinced.

I feel that I’m spending too much time on the wrong reasons. I need to get back my life! Instead of pokemon, Tiberium War, I should be using the time for Exercising as well as learning some useful skills. I feel that health is of utmost importance to a person. He may have the wealth but without good health, they are pretty useless. Playing games will not help me much in my later years, therefore, I should not indulge so much time into it.

With so many drowning cases and heart stopping cases, I do feel like going for swimming instructor and some first aid courses. Furthermore, I would like to further improve my Japanese proficiency with an intermediate Japanese language course. I will continue my driving, sometime later this month or the next as this couple of months are pretty busy with NS stuff stacking above one another.

I want to do something that will benefit me when I’m older. I don’t think that it is too young for me to think this way. Yes, I will still go overseas for travel. I will still pamper myself with high tech goodies. However, I aspire to make the most out of my time and have a full development of my mind and body to cater to the demand of the working environment.

I think I’ve crapped enough for today and yup.

Haha, on a side note, I’ve just completed the Sinnoh pokedex. Meaning, I’ve GOT all 150 pokemon from the Sinnoh region!

Bad driving ar!

Looks like my Suzuki Swift can wait slightly longer.

Am I really that bad with driving? The instructor seemed to have given up. Therefore, I did the only logical thing. I quit my driving under him lor. Cause if the instructor do not know how to improve my current driving, I seriously don’t know how to improve it myself.

Perhaps I’m not suited for the main road … yet. Perhaps the circuit is a good way to build up my weak foundation. Perhaps having different instructor means not disappointing the same instructor week in week out. Perhaps having different instructors, I could learn different tips from each one of them and I could learn more. Perhaps changing to school would enable me to pass on my first try.

Nevermind, working night shift for the next 3 weeks anyway, therefore it might be a good time to take a short break from the tedious process of driving.

I was enthu about driving. I really want to own my license before year end. I want to be able to support my own vehicle, currently eyeing a Suzuki Swift. My father admit it could be a good car for beginner.

Haiyah! Nevermind!

Seems like things aren’t going that smoothly for me. Seems like I’m still not zai in the things I do. But well, it doesn’t matter! I will be zai!

And seriously, the mroe I think, the more I WANT to be a Cool Jap Actor! And 1 day u see mydriving a F1 car alongside Takuya Kimura in Engine 2! Wahaha!