So frustrating!
After spraying the whole house with insecticide and very pleased with the “no mosquito” result, they came back!
I thoroughly checked through my house and there are no places that could have stale water for mosquito to breed!
So according to my maid, those pest came from the construction sites.
Wonderful! Firstly, they made lots of noise starting at 7am in the freaking morning all the way till 10pm at night. Their idiotic crane don’t off their light and it doesn’t help that the light shine through my window and my curtain is those that allows light to pass through.
And now, they are supplying endless amount of mosquitoes to suck my blood!
I might be wrong about them breeding mosquitoes la, but I can’t help to vent my frustrations here.
Hadn’t been ab’e to follow my designated time for studying recently mainly cause I’m too tired from the lectures that I’m having.
But I’m proud to exclaim that I sense a sign! The sign that i can ACE my Sociology!
Yesterday, as I’m so tired after watching the Man Utd’s match, I went home at around 2pm to sleep! I slept on the bus and slept at home! The initial plan was to sleep till 5pm. But you know, plans like this are often overshadowed by the state of mind when the alarm ring. So in the end, I slept till 7pm! Wonderful! But the thing is, I woke up feeling completely confident for Sociology! It’s like a light bulb lighted inside of me! And when I went over to student portal, my sociology teacher actually uploaded suggested answers for past test papers! Damn happy! Signs signs signs!
I really believe that this exams, it’s up to me to make or break it. I still believe that luck plays an important part in an examination, but this time round, my time management means a lot.I hope not to disappoint myself! =)
I’m starting to get back to all my bad habits again such as switching on my computer when I got home, logging into facebook to comment about my friend’s birthday party, etc. But oh well, I just need to study real hard when I’m studying! Constantly motivating myself and inspiring myself is important too!
Of course it helps that I have great friends studying with me and constantly motivating ourselves to press on, study harder, timme is running out and so on and so forth! I better start bathing now otherwise I’m going to be late for lecture!
Love all my DEAR friends! =)
Name: han zhong
Date: 4/10/2009
Colorgenics Number: 73106245
Is it that you are working – or even playing – too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour.
Being a somewhat gentle, emotional and sensitive person, you are at this time experiencing a considerable amount of tension. What you really need is someone who can be close to you and to listen to what you have to say.
The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren’t quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.
Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature – perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere – but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.
Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro’s and con’s with critical discrimination. The situation has now progressed to one where you are apt to disagree yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you. As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes ‘The past does not equal tomorrow’. Think about it – and let go.
Sometimes, the higher your expectations of something or somebody, the higher your disappointment. All the bold parts are true. So you can see that this simple personality test is extremely accurate for me, though it is quite negative. But yes. I also feel that the only way to relieve myself of all the tense feelings are to let them all go. So I have been falling in love with songs like 放了哎，放手recently.
Argh! I can’t believe myself!
There’s only 26 days to prelims and I just slacked the whole of today away again!
“There is only this much you could do if your heart is not into it”
I have tried my best to abstain from my computer distractions which are primarily caused by Facebook and Msn. I’m now on a Hiatus on Blogging, Facebook, and pretty soon, Msn. I have to admit that the cold turkey period for quitting Facebook doesn’t seem to be that bad. However, it doesn’t help that after getting rid of one distraction, another comes along the way.
I know what I’m weak in and I already made plans on how to study for them in the way that I feel will push up the marks. However, I could not commit myself to start studying profusely. I hope to obtain A A A B D for the finals [I got A A C F F (Probably) for Prelims]. I know that it is possible if I could just put more heart and soul into studies and stop procrastinating.
Technically, there’s only 6 days per unit (considering 4 units since maths and stats are combined into 1 unit) remaining before the first paper. Time is seriously not in my favour.
I have since abolished the gym sessions and shall head off to school 1 hour earlier and leave school 1 hour later. Hopefully this 2 additional hours a day helps me achieve my target. This is the first time I worked this hard for an examination. I really hope that I could get the result I want so badly!
And fellow friends taking the examinations, do work hard and let’s all cheer together when we get back the results! (=
26 days to go..
Pimples!
Mosquito bite scars!
Ulcer!
FATS!
Argh! Not going to care about anything le.
Approximately 30 days to exams.
Definitely need to work harder
I NEED to get all my concepts right!
Lots of points to memorise!
Got a slight motivation after looking at some of my friend’s scripts.
加油吧！
Updates just to let you know that I’m well =)
April 4, 2009
I’m looking forward to Thursdays!
That is because every Thursdays are Movie day! Usual Movie clique is Sin Kuan aka Queen, Siang Chi aka Eguchi, Allan!
If the movie is attractive, Kevin!
If she got nothing on, Jaslyn!
If she’s here, Wen Wei!
If he’s here, David!
Caught Marley and me, Race to Witch Mountain, Street Fighter, Confession of a shopaholic, Shinjuku Incident recently, just to name a few!
Studies wise, I think I’m a bit slow le. Probably finished my Stats and Maths revision. Econs long questions might be the deciding factor. Sociology and IBM still need lots of practice and memorising work. But I think it is still possible to strive for my target Grade of A A B D for this year!
I’m looking for a Sunday study partner!! And School library is not open on Sundays! So shall we head elsewhere to study?
