Am I always taken for granted?
Do I set my expectations for things in general too high?
Hence I always gets disappointed?
So if there’s no expectations and I treat everything or everybody equally,
I will save myself from those pain?
HZ! Why are u allowing such negativities to enter your thoughts!
AAARRRGGGGHHHH
Damn frustrated!
Need to concentrate and focus on studies.
That’s probably the only thing that won’t disappoint me especially more so if i spend ALL my time on it!
Protected:
July 31, 2009
Name: han zhong
Date: 4/10/2009
Colorgenics Number: 73106245
Is it that you are working – or even playing – too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour.
Being a somewhat gentle, emotional and sensitive person, you are at this time experiencing a considerable amount of tension. What you really need is someone who can be close to you and to listen to what you have to say.
The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren’t quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.
Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature – perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere – but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.
Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro’s and con’s with critical discrimination. The situation has now progressed to one where you are apt to disagree yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you. As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes ‘The past does not equal tomorrow’. Think about it – and let go.
Sometimes, the higher your expectations of something or somebody, the higher your disappointment. All the bold parts are true. So you can see that this simple personality test is extremely accurate for me, though it is quite negative. But yes. I also feel that the only way to relieve myself of all the tense feelings are to let them all go. So I have been falling in love with songs like 放了哎，放手recently.
