Over stepping the border

I think I tend to be explosive. Perhaps I have a tendency to protect things that surround me. Whether it is my company’s reputation, my friends’ welfare or any other thing I suppose. I just felt so agitated that I had to have a go at them. People can’t always say what they want and expect to get away with it completely unscattered. I make sure that if it is not my fault, they become apologetic. If it is my fault, I will definitely admit.

It applies to friends, even close friends, as well as strangers. I bite when I’m pissed off and agitated. I make sure that the party feel extremely bad themselves even though they got what they want. I also make it a point the make them feel sorry and know that it is their mistake in the first place and they should not blame others for their blunder.

When I treat you nice, I expect equal treatment from you. Don’t climb over my head or I will get agitated and pissed off so much that I can give you what you expect. However, don’t expect me to do it nicely. If I treat you nice, isn’t it only natural for you to give me back the same treatment? I always think that it is this case. So I always know who is treating me nice and who’s not, and I treat them the way I feel they deserved.

If people treat you nice, treat you with respect, you shouldn’t just climb over their head and expect them to treat you even nicer. It doesn’t go this way. I hope everyone understand this simple logic ya. At least I thought that it was simple.

Perhaps it is karma. But I thought I had already made up for it….